Thread:LIL'WINDOWCLEANER/@comment-35776050-20190326003207/@comment-35776050-20190403155045

LIL'WINDOWCLEANER wrote: Yisroel1 wrote: LIL'WINDOWCLEANER wrote: Yisroel1 wrote: LIL'WINDOWCLEANER wrote: Yisroel1 wrote: LIL'WINDOWCLEANER wrote: Yisroel1 wrote: LIL'WINDOWCLEANER wrote: Yisroel1 wrote: LIL'WINDOWCLEANER wrote: Yisroel1 wrote: Yisroel1 wrote: LIL'WINDOWCLEANER wrote: Yisroel1 wrote:LIL'WINDOWCLEANER wrote: Yisroel1 wrote: LIL'WINDOWCLEANER wrote: Yisroel1 wrote: Yisroel1 wrote: LIL'WINDOWCLEANER wrote: Yisroel1 wrote: LIL'WINDOWCLEANER wrote: Yisroel1 wrote: LIL'WINDOWCLEANER wrote: Yisroel1 wrote: LIL'WINDOWCLEANER wrote: Yisroel1 wrote: LIL'WINDOWCLEANER wrote: Yisroel1 wrote: LIL'WINDOWCLEANER wrote: Yisroel1 wrote: LIL'WINDOWCLEANER wrote: Yisroel1 wrote: LIL'WINDOWCLEANER wrote: Yisroel1 wrote: Yisroel1 wrote: [//fun-fandom-kotlc.fandom.com/wiki/Thread:50503#38 reply to #38 ]Yisroel1 wrote: 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 Thanks. That means alot. I just... I hate seeing my dad like this. He's on edge all day. Soon they're gonna be back and I'm gonna have to deal with them talking about him for a while... Sometimes I wish i could remember him. Remember how he held me. How he calmed me down. You know, when i was born my uncle took a video of him saying how he wanted to go to all my birthday parties, my graduation, my wedding. He didn't even get to my first birthday. I miss him. I don't even know him and I miss him. I just want him here. He'll make our family whole again. My grandmother won't ve depressed, my dad's blood pressure would go down, he'll help us with our money situation... He was such an amazing person. He was a light in everyone's life. And now it's gone. Even thirteen years later, it still hurts. Not just for me. For everyone. The pain in my dad's eyes... It hurts to see. My grandmother looks glazed over. Sometimes on days like these I feel so helpless. Like maybe this all could've been prevented?I'm sorry for being like this today. It's just a really hard day. For all of us.